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prosa | MonicaEsan
Cincuenta gotas de lluvia he contado
y esas cincuenta gotas no van a volver,
el dolor envuelto en forma de aguja
(¿recuerdas?, nuestros besos, las fiestas, las escapadas y vueltas de madrugada. Tus ojos verdes perdiéndose entre el viaje y la noche. Tu mano soltándome en la puerta de mi casa)
La más grande debes ser tú,
la más dolorosa, probablemente tú,
la más sangrante,
la que nunca cicatrice… yo.
Volando en círculos dentro de mi propia habitación,
me digo ¿a dónde quieres ir?
ahora que te ha ignorado,
que la has perdido,
que le has llorado.
Dime, Mónica ¿a dónde vamos a parar?
Tú podrías ser mi June Miller
y yo tu Anaís Nin.
Cincuenta gotas de sangre,
como las cincuenta gotas de lluvia,
cincuenta pensamientos nocturnos,
cincuenta oraciones ocultas,
cincuenta noches olvidadas,
mañana… cincuenta y una.
Cubierta de constelaciones de chocolate,
convirtió el techo de un cuarto en el espacio sideral
¿Le has visto los ojos al Sol?
Sin sostenerle la mirada…
Imponente belleza que roba mis palabras.
Dama. Diosa.
Su roce encendió las venas de mi cuerpo,
electrificadas, traspasaron cada capa de mi piel,
células reconstruidas desde el núcleo,
una a una,
entregándose a su ser.
Mujer. Majestuosa.
Dulces labios de vino y mar.
Mirada celeste, gris,
transparente.
Piel de mango y sal.
Brillante.
Como ninguna estrella.
Ajena.
Sin dueño.
Ni descubridor.
Creadora de su propia invención.
Oh, bendita lava
desde adentro me estremeces las entrañas.
Amada. Devota.
Libérame de la angustia,
de lo difícil y estremecedor,
calla los gritos,
quiébralos desde el interior,
siembra en mi tu hermoso reflejo,
imprégname tu fulgor,
silencia las voces, cielo negro,
apaga mi llanto con el sonido de tu voz.
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